Disciple, grow thyself!

Last Sunday I was meant to be listening to a friend share their reflections and thoughts on a passage from Matthew’s gospel, and how it related to our engagement with issues surrounding homelessness… I was hoping to hear about the problems of compassion burnout and insularity which our society breeds in us, the tension between friends who’re always there for you and the unnamed stranger who we’ll leave, literally, out in the cold… I was particularly looking forward to hearing these insights from someone who’s full-time job is to work alongside the homeless and vulnerable in our town on homeless Sunday. Unfortunately for all of us, my friend was poorly sick that night and had to pull out. Mildly unfortunate for me, most probably very unpleasant for her, and really unfortunate for our congregation who had to hear me speak…

As is the way, I just happened to have a sermon in my back pocket, and I even used some of my notes… you can, of course listen to what I actually said on our church website (or even download it from i-tunes here or else just plain read it below…

The main headline which I would want to emphasis is this- if you want to grow in your faith, then you have to take steps to grow… if you want your church to grow (however you prefer to measure this- and there’s a whole load of things we could say on that one word, but fundamentally, if the church is a place of life, then growing in some way should be expected) then, once again, it starts with you… if you’re wondering why your faith in God’s love for you is fading, or why your church isn’t booming, then at least part of the responsibility lies in the face you see in the mirror each day.

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Anyway, I’ll let you read for yourself-

 This last month we’ve had readings from both John and Matthew that describe the events leading to the start of Jesus’ ministry, and have been thinking about and here it begins- John has been imprisoned (probably in Jerusalem) and Jesus goes to Galilee where he will spend much of the next three years. Some of us are real Bible geography buffs, or may have been to the Holy Land and seen these places for ourselves. For those who haven’t, however, Jesus travels around an area smaller than Devon for his whole life- the towns of Nazareth and Capernaum are less than 20miles apart with various other places we know from the Gospels in between.  Because of the variety of names and their foreignness to us we can get confused and the whole area seems much larger to us than it really is, but essentially we could think of it that Jesus spends most of his live in North Devon with occasional trips to Exeter… Although Jesus was the Son of God, and came to bring salvation for all mankind, for much of his day to day life he was incredibly focussed on the smaller scale- on individuals in communities. Over time this commitment helped people to see his integrity and consistency, that his words and his actions were in alignment with one another, and with God. And he called those around him to a new way of life- offering a light that shone in the darkness, offering healing, preaching the good news, and calling some from among them to come with him.

We’ve begun this year hearing the message of hope and expectation that is contained within the Gospel, and the importance of simplicity- of keeping our faith real and grounded in our daily lives.  Jesus words are rarely said to cause deliberate confusion- to make his listeners and us think, yes, but not to confuse or wrongfoot us.

So when he speaks to people living in an arid place of the water of life… they know what he means. In this chapter of Matthew the people of the hill country of Galilee would know what it was like to live in the shadow of a hill, would know the swift transition from day to night as the sun dropped behind the horizon in a way that we, with our lights and our long evenings just don’t see every day.

The fishermen- Andrew, Simon Peter, James and John- they were fishermen, and they would have understood that for them to become fishers of men would mean relearning all their skills- just as a boy who learns to fish with a rod must relearn all he knows when he becomes a boatman… and then as Jesus moved on, away from the lakeside, so his stories change- from nets and fish to seeds and harvest… so they followed Jesus, and over the next few weeks we will journey with them, as we hear again the accounts of teaching, of healing- miracles beyond our experience and understanding… they followed and learned, and then they were sent out for a brief time and ultimately sent to ‘go and make disciples of all men, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit…’ They learned their faith as apprentices- following their master, and they lived their faith as themselves- each in their own way- Andrew bringing Peter as we heard last week, James and John with their passionate hearts, Matthew with his careful exactness, and so on, to Paul the great missionary and preacher (who may or may not have baptised certain people)…

Someone asked me just the other day, what is the single biggest factor in the growth or decline in churches in our area, and the answer, I feel, is this- our discipleship. Our own, personal journey of faith. When we and other believers know ourselves to be loved and called by Jesus, as the first disciples did, then his priorities become our priorities- we know we are called to be disciples in our workplace, our street, in the pub, in the shops- we know that our discipleship shapes how we support the things we can’t do ourselves in prayer, it shapes how we welcome visitors to our church on a Sunday- or a Saturday… it’s the driving factor behind our willingness to go from where we are comfortable- whether that means a style of worship or our building…

For the next month or so we’re going to be looking at passages from Matthew’s gospel that demonstrate how the first disciples grew in their faith, and as we journey through this year, with our hopes as a church and the things of our own lives, its our prayer, for each other, that we might all grow in the depth of our knowledge of God’s love for us and our outworking of that… that we would grow as disciples of Jesus.



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