Looking ahead…

Last weekend we were away- not just me slacking off, but a bunch of folk from our churches, having a retreat/holiday/weekend break at a place called Lee Abbey, on the North Devon coast. I think it’s fair to say it was amazing for everyone in some form- whether the walks along the coast, the teaching and input, the company of friends, being catered for and eating with 100 other people (without having to wash up!).

So, as a result, I’ve nothing to share in terms of ‘here’s what I said…’

I could share some of the things I heard at the weekend, all about identity, about knowing we each matter as individuals to God our father, about how being secure in our identity is worked out in what we do (and why we do it!), but at the moment its all floating round and needs to settle down… maybe another time.

Instead, I’m going to advertise, blatantly, something we’re doing this weekend. Obviously I’d love anyone reading this to come and join us, but equally, if you’re in Hungary, Canada or Suffolk then you might not be able to. But that doesn’t mean you can’t do the same-

In both our churches it is traditional for us to remember the birth of John the Baptist, which is celebrated on June 24th each year. This year we want to remember and celebrate our own baptisms as a way of recommitting ourselves to live in hope, working to bring peace and to restore relationships with those around us. Some of us have been baptised as adults, others as children (which we often call Christening- but they are the same thing). In baptism, Christians around the world promise to turn away from evil and to turn towards what is good, and to hold Jesus as our guiding light as we do this. At this time, with so much bad news and uncertainty, we want to hold out something that is good and life-giving to our community. We warmly invite anyone who has been baptised, particularly if it was in either of our churches, to take this opportunity to refresh their baptism, and to come along with Godparents, parents and anyone else. Many of us, over the years have been asked to be godparents, and this is also a chance just to remember what we, as godparents, are part of.  Each church will, as usual, be decorated by our amazing volunteers who turn the windowsills into a riot of colour and celebration, and the services will be followed by serving of Fairtrade refreshments.

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I’m hoping the churches will be full, with friends visiting and folk saying ‘yes, I’m in’ for the first or the 40th time. I’m hoping that for us this will be a time when we say that we are aligning ourselves with the prince of peace and the kingdom of hope, and standing against the evils of hatred and injustice.

And, wherever you are- whether you happen to be near a church called ‘St John the Baptist’ or aren’t near to a church at all, you can do the same.

 

Some helpful thoughts from a wise colleague…

This week my colleagues have been putting some really good things online, and I’m happy to share them- this comes from Bishop Sarah-

This week in Manchester we have unfortunately seen the NHS and emergency services at its best and Lucy Easthope in the Guardian online talks about how the emergency response of Monday night has been planned over many years. The planning has included “training people to sit patiently with a mother and ask her gently for permission to […]

via We need to admit how much this hurts — Contemplation in the shadow of a carpark

Finding comfort when things are uncomfortable

Last Sunday morning our reading was from John 14- a passage that we’re most familiar with, unfortunately, from funerals. It’s very often used, because its so very poignant and appropriate to the question of ‘what is happening here?’ that we often face at those times. Yet the odd thing is, it comes before the death of Jesus- he is helping his friends to come to terms, in advance, with his death…

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Yesterday I went significantly off script, various things came up and had come up- some tough things for us as churches alongside things to celebrate, but it was just one of those wonderful timings- The passage chosen for today, and which I’d put on the list several months ago, was just perfect for many of us in different ways. Just another one of those remarkable coincidences that seem to happen around God.

Anyway, here’s what I based my talk on- I think the audio should be on our website here

Jesus is the way to the Father… but that doesn’t make it comfortable…

Often folk like parts of the Gospel, or the idea of God, or the feeling of the Holy Spirit, but when all three come together it can be more challenging- we might like to have a pick’n’mix, but is that what is on offer?

I once came across the acronym USP- Unique Selling Point… its what makes something unique- its particularly to do with marketing and sales- what makes this product or service stand out…

In terms of faiths and philosophies, this passage expresses one of the really important USPs of the Christian faith- How we can relate to God…

All philosophies/belief structures and religions try to help give life meaning- to find a way to live.

Many have some spiritual aspect beyond the material and measurable

A significant number have an understanding of the universe that embodies spiritual power within a god or gods

Some believe that there is some kind of life after our death

A few believe that their god is interested in individuals- that some kind of relationship is possible

One, and only one to the best of my knowledge, claims that anyone who wishes to can have a parent/child relationship with their god, a relationship that is based on love, hope, and that out of that relationship they can act and represent their god…

Jesus says- no one comes to the Father except through me. Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father.

This is one of those ‘did he really say that?’ moments- What Jesus said is either true or blasphemy-the Sanhedrin, the Jewish leaders, made their decision and then acted on it- blasphemy- so they sought his death, and they killed Stephen for what he said…

Whilst the gospel is open to everyone, its not acceptable to everyone- there’s a point at which it can no longer be one of the things that we ‘like’… it is either so true and so important that it shapes our response to everything else, or its complete rubbish.

If Jesus is wrong about himself, if Stephen was wrong about Jesus, then the Christian faith is built upon the mistakes of a deluded man and his lying or hallucinating friends…

But the proof is in the pudding- when we humbly seek God, when we come in prayer for the needs of our community and seek forgiveness for the mess we’re making of our world… then we find that God responds- rarely in the way we might have preferred, or the timing we had in mind, but often in a way we could not have conceived of.

In prayer faith and faithfulness go hand in hand- do we believe in God’s ability and desire to act? And do we have the faithfulness to keep on pressing into that situation, praying for those people etc…

If we want to see people come to faith, we have to pray. If we don’t pray, why are we surprised when people don’t? Like a father, God knows what we need and yet delights in our asking for it…

Boom! Shazaam! ‘Where’d he go?’, the resurrection according to Matthew and Spielberg, with visuals by God.

What a weekend! What a week! What a day! What a sunrise!

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Looking back its really easy to look past the middle of the road stuff and see either the highs or the lows… most of the time when someone asks how you’re doing the reply is either ‘Great, thanks!’ ‘Busy as you like!’, on occasions we may be ‘just awful’, but its rare that we describe ourselves and our day as ‘a bit pants and a bit good, you know’…

I’m saying this because when we read the events of the first Easter, they’re viewed in hindsight- the women were overjoyed, the men ran to the tomb, the angel- well, the angel played it pretty cool actually. After an event we talk it down or we talk it up, but while its happening we’re mostly just getting through- hanging on with our fingertips, refusing to give up, or just trudging along. Last week I took my daughters on their first rollercoaster ride… there was much screaming, laughter and general ‘whoa!’-ing, but when the ride finished, their voices were unleashed ‘it was like this, and so that and then…’ Often in church we’re quite good at calm and reflective, but we don’t tend to do too much ‘it was just amazing!!’… maybe we should try a bit more?

Anyway, some of these things and more were included in my talk on Sunday morning which was based on Matthew’s Gospel… it was recorded on the website here, and my original notes looked a little like this:

Matthew’s account of the resurrection is a real action movie- there’re angels and supernatural earthquakes, but there’s also the human aspect- down to earth things- the body is gone… Jesus appears and speaks to the women- they can ‘clasp his feet’…

At the beginning of the day, everyone thought they knew what was going to happen- the guards, the women and the disciples… but they were all wrong. And so their first reaction is a mix of disbelief and fear- Guards were afraid, Angel says do not be afraid, women hurry away, afraid… Jesus says don’t be afraid…

But the women were also filled with joy…

When something momentous happens, how do you feel? When you get wonderful news, what emotions go through you? A friend gave me some news the other day- it was big stuff, and I could feel a whole mix of thoughts- concern, sorrow, relief… when you get the best news, sometimes its hard to accept it… sometimes you have to say to yourself ‘is this real’- but the answer is often ‘why wouldn’t it be?’… when someone tells me its raining, I rarely look up… when they see a rainbow I’ll come to the window- if they say its snowing I can’t bring myself to believe it until I know for myself.

The resurrection- Matthew and the other Gospel writers, who are the primary source for Jesus’ life, seem to present the resurrection and the post-resurrection appearances of Jesus to his disciples in the same way as they present the rest of their gospels- when they include a story, its clear that they aren’t presenting that as something that happened…

If Jesus rose again, its of supreme importance- because it validates what he said about who he was, about his power and authority, and it means so much for life after death.

If Jesus did not rise again, its of supreme importance- because it invalidates his claims, and the claims of others around him, it means that he was ‘just a teacher’, but one with a remarkable idea that he was the Son of God- or whose teachings were so warped as to sound like that… either way Jesus is not someone to follow.

What are the alternatives?

He didn’t really die- Soldiers put him on the cross, a soldier stabbed him with a spear… they were professionals doing their job…

The women and disciples were mistaken- (wrong tomb) if so, why didn’t the authorities at the time produce Jesus’ body? That would have quashed the stories early on, and there wouldn’t have ever been a church

The disciples stole the body- that was the line the authorities took… interestingly in Acts it never comes up again… when Peter, John, Stephen and Paul are before the Jewish or Roman authorities, on trial about their claims, its not recorded that anyone suggests this… instead the response is ‘blasphemy’- how can you suggest Jesus was the messiah? Rather than ‘of course he wasn’t, you’re deluded and wrong’…

A spiritual resurrection- this suggestion comes from Christians who want to believe the accounts of a resurrection but can’t accept the idea of a bodily resurrection… but it has two big problems- where did the body go? And what does ‘spiritual resurrection’ mean- his disciples claimed they saw and touched him, and shared food with him… and the body was gone… a spiritual resurrection doesn’t actually help, it just raises other, equally big questions.

The resurrection started a chain of events that has led to us being here today…

There was a man named Jesus who was crucified outside Jerusalem- the Bible says so, the Jewish historian Josephus says so.

His followers claimed that he rose from the dead- again, the Bible, Josephus, Tacitus, Suetonius and the Jewish Talmud all agree that his followers claimed this…

Those followers then went on to live as if what they claimed was true- to travel around sharing the news with others, they didn’t deny it under oath or torture. They lived lives in keeping with Jesus teaching, including practices of generosity as well as healing the sick… they prayed and bore witness to lives changed through prayer and God’s power.

If that had all been untrue, or just made up, it would never have made it out of Jerusalem, out of Palestine… it would never have made it to the heart of the Roman Empire, where for the next 200yrs Christians were persecuted- but still continuing to grow in numbers until its estimated that by the time of the Edict of Milan in 313AD there were over 200million Christians…

Despite rumours to the contrary the Christian faith is still alive and well in the world… but it is true that there are a lot of people in our own country and community that wouldn’t accept the claims that Christianity makes… so the challenge for us is to let them see the truth of those claims in our lives- in our love for the poor as well as the rich, in our generosity to the stranger as well as to our friends, in our faithfulness in the small things and the large- in the way that we show the love of Christ that prompted him to live on this earth, to minister amongst Jews, Samaritans and Gentiles, and to walk the path of the cross.

We worship Jesus as the son of God, because that is who we believe he is, as demonstrated supremely by his death and resurrection- which is why you’ll see here and in many other churches an empty cross- a symbol of state execution, but without its victim. We remember his sacrifice in the way he showed his disciples- through the breaking of bread and the sharing of wine- in some churches using grape juice, wafers, raisins or other things- in some countries using different food that has meaning to them, with the use of water to demonstrate that even the poorest of us can bring something. We celebrate that Jesus is the light of the world, who came into the darkness- with candles, white to symbolise purity… we do all this, and remind ourselves with the words of our communion prayer, that we worship, follow and serve a God of love and power who knows us and sees us at our worst, yet would transform each of us to more than we could hope for. Let us worship the Lord- Alleluia, Christ is risen.

 

Hope for growth- Hoffnung fur alles!

Maybe its just because its the new year, maybe its because in many ways 2016 wasn’t such a good year (though there are a number of lists around that highlight the amazing things that did happen in 2016- measles ending in the America’s, peace in Colombia, the end of the Ebola epidemic to name just 3), maybe there’s something in the air, but it seems as though hope is on the horizon, or at least in the air.

Some folks prayed with me last summer, for a season of breakthrough that would start in 2017, some others I know have been praying for a renewed spiritual hunger in our churches and communities an so on… when you use language like that its easy to lose touch with folks who’re operating on a more practical day-to-day level, but its important to recognise that hope for peace and love, hope for compassion and forgiveness to grow in our lives, that’s the kind of hope that isn’t limited by a specific faith, and its will be a blessing to everyone- so bring on the hope!

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Last Sunday morning we were gathered at the very beginning of the year, and we spent some time thinking, talking and praying about our hopes and intentions for the year- those things we’d like to see, those differences in our own lives that we’d like to attain- in different areas. And today we are thinking about beginnings again. Today is the first Sunday after the Epiphany- when we remember the final action, as it were, of the nativity- that Jesus was, as a young child, visited and worshipped by wise men from the East- we don’t know their names for sure, we don’t know that they were kings, but tradition has grown up and developed around the text to give us the camel-riding (and shades wearing if you’ve ever seen them here) Melchior, Caspar and Balthasar, coming according to an early Armenian tradition from Arabia, Persia and India. We don’t know the details for sure. But we do know that this, the ending of act one, was also the beginning- even at this point in his life Jesus was the cause of something that had never been seen- These men came to worship the Son of God, without intermediary or having to become Jews first. Even in the early years of his life Jesus began to open up the promise and the blessing that had been given to Abraham to include others… the beginning of the kingdom.

 

And our two readings this morning continue that- in Jesus’ own baptism, and the encounter between Peter and Cornelius which, if you continue a few verses concludes with their baptism…

 

The growth of the kingdom of God starts with a meeting- Jesus comes to John, Peter comes to Cornelius, the magi came to Bethlehem… each one of us has at some time come for the first time to a place where we have encountered God…

 

At this point in the church year we remember Jesus’ own baptism, we remember our own baptism, or the day of our confirmation,  our coming to faith… those significant moments which mark the start of our journey of faith- Over the years here and in different churches baptism has been seen as both the very start point of our relationship with God- coming into the family, and also, along with confirmation, the point at which we choose, at which we choose that we are for God… Jesus baptism came at the very beginning of his ministry, the baptism of Cornelius and his household came at the start of the church’s growth amongst the gentiles- that next chapter in the kingdom of God…

 

And during his baptism it was evident to all those around that God had chosen Jesus- the voice spoke from heaven, the Spirit descending like a dove- an image that you’ll find not just here but in many churches to illustrate the presence of God’s Spirit among us- as Peter spoke the Holy Spirit came down and filled Cornelius and all his household… and so the meeting, led to baptism, which showed God had chosen to act…

 

For us at this time of the year, we can pause and reflect on our own journey- those three aspects. Where we are on that journey- for some much lies in the past, for others its all recent while for a few here we’re looking at planning a service in the next few months of baptism and confirmation…

 

These things, and all that is our Spiritual life are things we live- that grow in us.  As the hopes that we spoke of last week need to be spoken and shared and then acted upon, so our hopes for our faith need to be spoken, and then acted on. Last week in our other congregation I spoke about not having resolutions- I find that they always make me feel guilty, because I know I’ll fail. Even while I’m still holding to them, I know that I’ll fail and so I already feel guilty. Jesus said in the Sermon on the Mount- do not swear by anything on heaven or on earth, but let your yes be your yes and your no be your no…  This year I’ve decided to try and read the Bible. Not just a bit of it, but the whole thing. It’s not my resolution, but it is my hope. I want to do this so that I can know God more, and so that God will be shown and known more in every aspect of my life. I strongly suspect that I won’t manage the daily readings each day, but its my hope that by trying I will walk closer to God… I’m telling you so that you can help me- not to beat me with it, or to make you feel guilty that you’re not doing the same, or to impress you, but because I’d like your help.  The thing is that I’m no busier than last year or the year before… and I’m just as lazy, but I’m simply choosing each day to do something that will help me, and I’m already noticing it.  Just yesterday I met someone who said they were a Christian but that they didn’t feel the need to go to church- which is, to an extent true… but if you never go to church you’re like a car that is never refueled, a doctor who never sees a patient, a footballer who’s stopped going to practice…  that car still remains a car, that doctor might still be a doctor and a footballer could call themselves a footballer- but none of them are fulfilling their purpose, nor being all they could… there are times for each of us when its all we can do to just hold position- in our work, relationships and spiritual lives… that happens. But that isn’t what we hope for, it isn’t our longer term aim.

 

My hope is that this year all of us will be growing in our faith- in our practice of it, in our service of others and in our being fuelled for the rigours of life…

 

The gospel that we hear in these passages from Scripture is simple enough, the question it poses for us is simple enough, and so it remains for us to work out our response to that question in our lives- and so we have our hopes for the year, for ourselves and our families, our church and our community…

New year’s hope…

I hadn’t seen Rogue One until Wednesday, and just like my friends and family who were very good and didn’t spoil it for me, I won’t go and spoil anything for anyone who’s yet to go… just to say its really good fun. But I will say one thing… ‘we have hope.’ A great line in the midst of it all, and one that I’ve been holding out and holding onto recently, and will continue in for the foreseeable.

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On Sunday morning we had a quiet-ish New Year’s Day service- but we thought and reflected on hopes and resolutions, after reading from the first chapter of John’s Gospel, verses 10-18, and also the opening chapter of Paul’s letter to the Ephesian church… I wish I’d written down exactly what I said, and it wasn’t even recorded, but here at least are the notes that I used… I may develop it further and post more after the weekend…

John testifies to this- that Jesus is the ‘one and only’- he’s not just someone amazing, but someone unique… he recognised who Jesus was- even though he could have said ‘he is my little cousin’… Recognising isn’t just seeing, its seeing and understanding/knowing… receiving and believing- not just with our heads, or just with our hearts, but with both, and with our feet… Letting this encourage us as well as challenge us…

Who are we in Christ, and so what?

John testified about Jesus- that he was the One and only… that he was the Word- the expression of God’s power in creation- just as physical forces such as heat, electrical energy and gravity only become apparent when they are expressed- when they are doing something, so God’s power was expressed and shown most clearly in Christ… Jesus was the visible  aspect of God. And John testified to that, John who had known Jesus all his life- his younger cousin, one of those who could have said ‘isn’t he just the carpenter’s son??’ was able to say ‘he is the one and only’ the one through whom we can become children of God…

And more than that…

As Paul wrote to the Ephesians- we are chosen by God…  adopted by God (as a slave set free might be adopted into a family)…

Marked by a seal… owned… but also under his care… under his banner, under his direction…

Cleansed by the blood… saved by his own action- not just saved, but saved by him taking our place, our sin… but ultimately not our punishment- because of our sins we were deserving of death and eternal separation from God… but Jesus had not sinned, and so death did not hold him, but through his action was itself defeated.

And so?? What shall we do… how shall we live? The grace of God is such that he continues to love us and welcomes us as his children, no matter whether we come to him daily, weekly or yearly. The grace of God is such that he is with us as blesses us whether we try to align our lives with his will in everything, or only so much…

Yes, God has chosen us, has known us, has spoken into our lives… the choice that is ours is how much we will listen, how much we will speak back to God, how much of our lives we will open to him…

Just as many people have New Years resolutions about their fitness, hobbies and other parts of their lives, maybe this is a good time to look at our spiritual lives and ask if they are all we’d wish them to be… if we’re happy with our knowledge of God’s love for us, if we feel that we do worship God with all our heart and soul, if we share our faith naturally with any who ask, that our prayer life is challenging and uplifting and that our times with God’s Word equip us for the day… Its easy to look at someone and compare ourselves- that person is holier than me, is more spirit-filled, a real worshipper, an evangelist… but we are all on our own journey of faith, and God’s desire for each of us, as individuals saved by the blood of Christ, sealed by the Spirit and called his children… his desire is for each of us to grow and flourish as ourselves, being transformed into the likeness of Christ- not of the person next to us, though they might be able to point us in the right direction… but Christ.

We can ask ourselves what Jesus would have said, done, bought, sung, given to etc, but the real part of it is where we then say, and so what will I say, do, buy, sing, and give to?

For myself I’m challenged by this, and I’m making a commitment to start a daily reading plan that will take me through the whole Bible this year; and to not only pray but worship God each day. My resolution is to know Christ more in all of my life, and to make him known more through every part of my life… and I fully expect to fail at times. That’s why I’m telling you- so you can encourage me and hold me to account. I want to ask you to help me grow this year. And we can all do the same for each other- You don’t need to stand up front and tell everyone what you’re doing, though at some points in the year it would be great to hear how God has been at work in people’s lives… but it is helpful for us each to be accountable in some way- you may like to write something down, or commit it to God, or tell a good friend or family member… it may be something you need a group around you for… this may be a good time for us to get another home group going…

we all know how telling someone your plans makes them more real… so this year, not just for a few weeks but throughout the year, let your faith become deeper and more real… and work with God to make that happen.

Be of good cheer, for Christmas is still here! Hope is always in season.

I spotted an article a few days ago that was someone’s Christmas Day message, written and posted up on their blog in advance- because they hoped that everyone would have too much to do on the day to be wasting  spending time reading a blog… well, for similar reasons but doing things the opposite way around here’s what I preached on Christmas Eve… on the passages from Isaiah chapter 9 and John’s Gospel chapter 1.  I did also preach on Christmas Day in the morning, but I thought I’d mix things up a bit… in order to fully appreciate this post, please read at 11.30pm after a hectic day, surrounded by candles and Christmas lights, with a few good friends and maybe having had a small glass of something-

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I want to give us three short thoughts at this time, based on three images from our Bible readings- we have these same readings each year, and for each of us different parts will stand out, and have significance. They are also a part of the season- just as we sing carols, eat turkey, struggle with the tree, so we hear the familiar words read. But although they are something we return to each year, we need not become so overfamiliar with them that they lose their power. So may God speak to us all this Christmas season through his word, and through his Son Jesus Christ who’s birth we celebrate.

The passage from Isaiah has two wonderful images in it- ones that I find really helpful in tough times. And these are tough times. There is mention of the land of the shadow of death- Isaiah is writing at a time of unrest in his nation, when its uncertain when and where the next invasion will come from, who are their allies… the only certainty is that God is still faithful despite the people and their rulers turning away again and again. But for us that phrase, the shadow of death, is most often connected to Psalm 23, and the promise it contains- I will fear no evil, for though I walk in that valley I know that the Lord is with me… Isaiah would have known that same Psalm, and his words are of hope for the people around him at that time- a light is dawning… ultimately the darkness of night, the despair of war will come to an end…

The second image is one that Jesus spoke about hundreds of years later, and you’ll have heard me mention it before- the yoke. When Jesus talks about a yoke he is encouraging his followers- come to me all who are weary and burdened. I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you- you will find it easy and the burden light… as a well-fitted harness allows us to work hard and to carry heavier weights… this is in contrast to the bar on the shoulders of Isaiah’s people, the yoke of the invading armies which bears them down… God promises that one day that will be broken, and Jesus invites us to take up a new yoke that fits us and works with us. For its important to realise, to remember, that of the many things that Jesus came to do, freeing us from the need to work was not one of them.

The third image comes from the passage from John we just heard, and its one of encouragement and hope- There are many parts of this passage which I don’t fully understand, but that evoke something within me, but for today I want to look at the very final verse- The Word (which we’re just beginning to understand is John’s way of describing Jesus in this prologue to his Gospel) became flesh. That’s the heart of what we celebrate at Christmas- the indescribable power of God at work in creation entered into the world in a child… God who brings light in the darkness and an end to the night, came and made his dwelling among us- he came among us. No, more than that, he came and lived and worked and sweated among us… We can say that God knows us because God has lived among us- we know that God understands our fears and our work- that God’s promises to be with us in the valley of the shadow of death and to form for us a yoke that is easy… we know those promises are made by a God who has walked on this earth- who worked by the sweat of his brow, who cooked and cleaned and waited for the sunrise, who knew the loss of friends and was himself let down by those who followed him. This God made his dwelling amongst us, to know us.  Just as we know what it is to love somewhere in a picture, to love somewhere from a holiday, and to love somewhere you live… God knows that too. He has chosen to do this. And tonight we celebrate and remember that.

So may your tinsel be sparkly and your bubbles freshly poured, may your hearts be filled with love for your neighbour and compassion for the stranger, may you know the joy of the giver and the gift, may you know God’s love for you this year, in the midst of whatever you are living through- may you know God with you- Immanuel…

 

By now your turkey will have been demolished, the wrapping will be well and truly strewn, and you’ll be beginning to wonder what you should have got done before work starts, but I invite you to join with me and that radical disciple, the Archbishop of Canterbury in praying, speaking for and acting to help the homeless, the poor and the disadvantaged, wherever the may be, as we remember the birth of the homeless refugee Jesus.

When will I learn?

So, last Sunday we were thinking about expectation… and waiting, and anticipation.

Ok, so far so good… but I’d been praying about this, and how to speak on expectation… I’d prepped some notes (not much) and was hoping to leave space for folks to respond, to have some time where we could prayerfully wait on God- you know, with expectation.

What I hadn’t banked on was God deciding to do some work in me, in front of everyone… I’d been praying that I would be able to grow in leading more out of my own character and less out of any sense of what a vicar/church leader is meant to be, which is fine, except that last Sunday that included tears from the front, sitting with others and crying during the service… and generally a fairly emotional time. I get home afterwards and am beginning the post-service feedback session with the bathroom mirror, and a comment from my wife comes into my mind “It’s harder to be real, to show emotions, to be vulnerable, than it is to pretend you don’t feel or to hide what you are feeling- it takes more strength to let things out than hold them in.” Now, maybe she’s just an amazing wife who knows the right things to say to her husband, but I think she made an important point.

This week has continued to be a difficult and heavy week, but in many ways I’ve felt better able to cope because I started off last Sunday by openly saying and showing where my heart is. People around me are journeying with me- all of us grieving and struggling together… But in the midst of it all there is also the deep joy that gives hope. Hope which sustains through all the tears, the waiting and the sadness.

Because ultimately, we anticipate, we await, we expect God to be faithful to his promises.

Anyway, speaking at times from Matthew 11, the bit where John’s disciples come to speak with Jesus, here is something of what I said… the audio is on the website here

Expectation.

Fruit. A tree produces fruit in keeping with itself- pears from pear trees etc. Paul writes about the fruit of the Spirit- they show what the Spirit of God is like- the character of God shown in the people of God. John’s disciples are asking Jesus if he is the one that John spoke about, and his answer is ‘look around you- what fruit do you see?’

When John the Baptist started preaching in the wilderness area, people went to listen, and Jesus asked ‘What did you expect?’ Some would have gone out of curiosity, but others in hope- John was a prophet- he called the people back to God, telling them they needed to repent- to repent means turn around…

The kingdom of heaven… what is the kingdom… an easy yoke… led by love not governed by rules… Expectation of something is well founded, but not the specifics- we can be fairly sure that we’ll be given some gifts this Christmas, when you’re given a gift you can get some clues- size, weight etc… but you don’t know the exact contents until you’ve opened it- until you’ve received it, accepted it…

What is the fruit of God’s work in us here? How do we show each other and anyone else who encounters us as the church what God’s character is?

When we welcome someone to our Christmas fair, to Mini Music, Cake Club or our Sunday worship- we each present the image of God to the people we meet… when we answer an email or a phone call etc…

And those times when we’re not ‘on duty’… when we’re not ‘part of the church’… what is the fruit that is visible in us then?

Like I said, not much… but God seemed to work… when will I learn?

History and life- is it a circle or a spiral?

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Looking backwards should help with moving forwards… Knowing what happened then should help us with what is happening now… time moves on, not just around in a circle.

A wonderful friend of mine, Jeremy, once tried to teach me about the Maori way of telling stories- they don’t just have a beginning, middle and end, but they return to themes and points of reference again and again, but each time the story has progressed- its not a straight line, nor is it just a circle, but its more like a spiral…

This year seems to have had more than its share of nervy moments in national and international news, and the cartoon pic I’ve used expresses concerns I know are held by many, but we need to make sure that we don’t just focus on the worrying news, that we don’t ignore the things that we can do…

It would be easy to put your hands in the air and stand back, proclaiming your helplessness, but that isn’t going to lead anywhere good. So get stuck in, get passionate, get involved, because this world, this life, this stuff is important. The Bible doesn’t speak of hope in heaven or salvation from this life- it starts here and now, with the things that we do in our lives… and so Paul writes to encourage and help Christians in that…

I was speaking on Romans 15, verses 4-13, which may well be the official reading for next Sunday morning, but hey, I was excited by it, so there you go…

‘Everything that was written in the past’- Paul is writing about the importance of Scripture here, but of course he’s writing about the Jewish Scriptures- our Old Testament. The New Testament as we know it barely existed- Paul and others were writing it and collating the stories of those who’d met Jesus. But what he writes is true of both. The purpose of Scripture, which is God-breathed, is to teach us. There are rules and commandments- the 10, the 2, the 300… but actually Paul says here that the purpose of Scripture is to teach us to endure and to be encouraged- its purpose is to give us hope. This is not the ‘obey the Law’ understanding that we may have, but much wider- what is the story that the whole of Hebrew Scripture tells us?

God’s creative power- yes; God’s love for his creation, including humanity- yes; mankind’s flawed and fallen inconsistency- yes; God’s persistent intention to love and redeem mankind- yes, yes, yes.

God does not give up, and has spoken over the years through the prophets of his intentions. God has called mankind back to him many times, and has sent judges, kings, prophets, prophetesses etc to bring that word of love, so that through his chosen people the whole world may be blessed- the Jews and the gentiles may sing God’s praises together.

But Paul knows from his own people’s history how hard it is to endure, to remain faithful… and so he prays that his readers, the Roman Christians and us, may be given a spirit of unity. This is not simply accept one another as Christ accepted you- though it is that. Paul invites us to model ourselves on Jesus- that is the basis for our unity, our being accepted by Christ and our acceptance of others… The promises are linked to the command. Jesus came and was a servant to bring the promises made in Scripture to fulfilment, and to confirm them for the Gentiles… This is the purpose of his coming.

Over the course of this letter Paul has set out and developed his understanding of God, of Jesus, of the Holy Spirit and of what it means to be a Christian in more depth than anywhere else, but here in this verse he summarises why Jesus came- Christ has become a servant of the Jews on behalf of God’s truth, to confirm the promises made to the patriarchs, so that the Gentiles may glorify God for his mercy.

If we can get these things right, they act as foundations- helping us to flourish, to be ourselves, to stand strong. Its one thing to stand, its another to stand strong- one is simply stubbornness, the other has a purpose. I was reminded of the Prayer meetings in DDR in the 80’s- they’d had prayer meetings at St Nikolas’ church in Leipzig every Monday from 1982, but somehow the meetings in Leipzig were different, by May 1989 the police were barricading the roads to keep the congregation away, but it had the opposite effect… by October the numbers had reached epic levels- the leader of the DDR government described the prayer meetings as ‘the counter-revolution’ and had ordered them stopped by any means- but the riot police were not ready for candles and prayers. On October 9th the police did nothing as 70,000 protestors- Christians and atheists together quietly walked through the city. The numbers doubled and doubled again each week, and a month later the Berlin wall came down- the DDR was over. Sometimes waiting, showing strength by constancy is more powerful than anything else.  Trusting in what you are doing, in the rightness of your beliefs. Being encouraged by what has happened to continue to hope for the future.

So, in the words of the prayer written by Paul- ‘may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit’

Have a good week, hold onto hope, and bring a blessing where you can.

Still remembering…

Last week we held various remembrance services and events- in a local care home, in a primary school, in both our churches on the 11th itself and on Sunday. We don’t glorify war, or at least I sincerely hope we don’t, but we focus on the loss and sacrifices made by many in the wars fought in the last 100 years, and those suffering today.

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We used this introductory prayer, which a friend posted on Facebook…

Every week we gather in our church to worship God, and during the week we go out to serve him in our community. Through the year our feasts and festivals provide times when we invite others to draw closer to God as we celebrate the birth of Christ, his death and resurrection and the coming of the Holy Spirit. Today, however, is no feast day. It is not a celebration. It is a day when we, in our church, as part of our worship, serve our community simply by remembering all that has been suffered, all that has been lost, all that humanity has done and still does to itself. And we pray. We pray that the memories of war will one day fade into the past and that we will live in peace with our neighbours. But for now, we cannot forget, for that peace is but a dream and a hope that we have yet to bring to life.

Lest We Forget.  War is not just a distant memory. Our world is tragically far from being at peace. In the last week alone 95 civilians have died in Afghanistan. Many of those deaths, including women and children, caused by US air strikes. Lest we forget.
The siege of Aleppo continues. 250,000 civilians are desperately trying to survive bombs, starvation and disease. Food prices have soared, clean drinking water is hard to find, fighting continues and Russian bombs are still falling. Lest we forget that Syria is still at war. And the battle against ISIL continues in Iraq too. Lest we forget.
In the world’s youngest nation, South Sudan, ongoing violence has led to over 1 million refugees fleeing the country. Lest we forget.
Lest we forget Central African Republic, Democratic Republic of Congo, Myanmar, Palestine and other nations where civil unrest, violence, man-made humanitarian crisis and rape affect countless civilians everyday. So yes, let’s remember those who fell serving our nation. Let’s remember those who gave their lives for us, and let’s remember those who continue to risk their lives in our armed forces. But lest we forget that war is far from a distant memory. Lest we forget that today many ordinary women, children and men, not too dissimilar to you or I, fear for their lives. Sadly, for them, war is very real today. Lest we forget them.

And here’s the talk I gave at one of our churches- which was to a mixed congregation including 40+ young people from our beavers, cubs, scouts & explorers…

If you were at the hut opening last Saturday you might have heard me mention the virtues that the scouting and our national flag stand for- gentleness, joy, peace, goodness, patience, faithfulness, self-control, kindness, and love; and we prayed that the young people and leaders involved with our village scout group would grow in them. In the Bible those parts of our character are called ‘fruit of the Spirit’- when someone is following God those things will be there, just like pears growing on pear trees, or grapes on a vine. The passage that Ellen and Emily just read comes from a place where Jesus makes just that comparison- if you’re following me, you’re like branches that are part of the vine- you will grow and fruit will grow on you- and then he goes on- that fruit will be love. And the ultimate demonstration of love for another person is being willing to give your life for them- as Jesus did for not only his followers and friends then, but through his death on the cross for all who would follow him and be known as his friends. Today we remember those who were willing to give their all for those they love, and we remember also those who’s lives were taken from them- the victims of bomb and gas and shell that target the innocent, the old and the young; those captured who died in concentration camps, those who died, on every side of conflict. We remember them, and we pray that we will learn to love peace.

When you’re at Beavers, Cubs, Scouts, or in any group pretty much- at home or in work, at church or playing sport, there are rules- the things that are written down or you’re told about and they tell you what to do- stand now, say this, try to kick the ball there… and there are values- the things that are often not written down- and they lead to ways of behaving too- good sportsmanship, looking out for the younger children, welcoming visitors… When I learned to climb years ago, the first thing we were taught were the rules- what to say to the person holding the rope, how to tie the knots that would keep you safe etc… but no one ever spent time telling me that you also checked out how other people were doing, gave any help needed, warned everyone about falling stones or other dangers… those were the things you just picked up, usually from someone looking out for you… gradually you don’t need anyone to remind you of the ‘obvious rules’- they just happen, and the other ones too- they become part of who you are. But at the start, you, me, we, we all need some instructions… and the easier they are to learn the better-

Jesus keeps it really simple for his disciples here- they’re one and the same- love each other. It’s the command that is at the heart of the Christian faith, and it’s the thing that all Christians are to do- love the people around you… By obeying that command we will be able to live the life that Jesus calls us to, and the fruit of that love will obvious to those around us, and, well, when you boil it down to that, when you really think about it, its not a difficult choice- Love- with kindness, care, consideration of others (which is way better than tolerance of others!), being happy for others etc… or ‘not-Love’- with well, whatever you get when there is no love… For most of us the difficulty comes in working out that it really is that simple (yes, it is), that there aren’t any catches (no, there aren’t) and in actually doing in our lives… that is the hard one. But you never get that one sorted unless you start. When I became a Christian, on an outdoors activity holiday at the age of 13, (in fact, it was because I loved hiking and climbing that I was there at all) it was really easy at first- I could manage praying, reading my Bible, learning and singing songs that praised God, being pretty good- and then I went home at the end of the week and I didn’t have a timetable, a team leader and a worship band living in my house- instead I had my mum and dad, my brother and my sister. And it was a lot harder. The Christian life is simple, but its not easy. A bit like climbing I guess- you just keep going up, and don’t fall off… It’s not just for kids, in fact you could say its not for kids- its too serious, but that would be like saying that you can’t learn to climb stairs or trees until you’re an adult… But life as a Christian has more meaning, more purpose and brings more joy than climbing or surfing or any other sport that I’ve done. It has risks- sure. But what doesn’t?